Bismillahirahmanirahim.
We went to send him to hospital early in the morning. We stop for breakfast before drop him off. I get emotional by the time we get to the hospital but I try my best to hold on to my emotions. I believe this will be the last time we went there and everything we be over and that he will get the a great heath. I accompanied him to the ward , I don't think I talk that much with him. We hug and and he promised to come back stronger and want me to take care of myself.
After that we went home. Seharian tu banyak kali juga call En Somi. Most of the time I dont know what to say to him. I just want to see his face. Dia kena stay bilik kuarintin dulu. Tilam kat bilik tu nipis dan dia rasa tak selesa nak tidur. I hope En Somi tidur nyenyak malam ni walaupun tilam tak selesa. Dia bagitahu roommate dia pun akan dapat treatment yang sama cuma penyakit yang berbeza. kalau tak silap dia kena leukemia. I pray that he is home earlier than scheduled.
Hi !! How are you? Tak tahu nak mula daripada mana, lama dah tak menulis diari harian. Last tulis beberapa tahun lepas dalam buku. Now I decided to use this platform to write my diary. My writing a bit rusty so I hope I don't write non sense. My writing maybe akan bercampur sebab banyak sangat tengok cerita barat sampai terpengaruh dalam penulisan since otak lembab sangat nak pikir perkataan melayu. Berlagak betul haih.
Where should I start? Oh ya. So, harini hari pertama En Somi masuk hospital. For the context, he will be there for about one month untuk rawatan Lymphoma. I am not a doctor to explain what Lymphoma is but it's basically a cancer that effect your immune system. Boleh jadi deadly kalau dibiarkan. Rawatan yang En Somi lalui termasuk harini dah hampir dua tahun. Throughout dua tahun ni, treatment yang dilalui adalah chemotherapy. Rawatan kali ni In sha Allah rawatan "akhir" dia dan rawatan yang kali ni ubatnya lebih kuat berbanding chemo yang sebelum. Kali ni En Somi kena tinggal dianggarkan hampir sebulan untuk rawatan Transplant. Katanya, dia akan lalui chemo untuk 5 hari berturut dan minggu satu lagi baru la transplant dijalankan. It sounds so scary I swear. I pray to Allah to give him strength and the strong will to fight for this cancer.
A day before, he went to cut his hair bald supaya bila chemo nanti rambut yang gugur tu tak nampak ketara sangat. I saw him bald before so the sight is not something new but I hope this one is the last time I will be seeing him bald for health reason.
We went to send him to hospital early in the morning. We stop for breakfast before drop him off. I get emotional by the time we get to the hospital but I try my best to hold on to my emotions. I believe this will be the last time we went there and everything we be over and that he will get the a great heath. I accompanied him to the ward , I don't think I talk that much with him. We hug and and he promised to come back stronger and want me to take care of myself.
